Artistic Bullshit

2009-10-19T09:07:00.000-07:00

Went out with Ck Kelmond Wen Yan Xue Qin Tammy Grace Amanda & Clara. ECP xD rode bycicle then tammy and grace accident .. nth serious lols then went swimming, buried ck in the water, chased lionel cus he hid my shoe, went shower uber wet still, went home ^^ yasy

2009-10-13T04:48:00.000-07:00

Woke up at 10 45... Facebook-ed posted video of Jonathan rapping. its on facebook and on youtube . Went to church with my old guitar... Had lesson played radiate in E key went home...Kenneth Din Go Home With Me. Gerafin the friend snatcher. dont worry i know it was not intentional. Went home. with a broken heart

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2009-10-08T05:58:00.000-07:00

AHHH YESS IT IS FINISHED XD COMPLETED MY ART HAHAS TOMORROW FINAL PIECE THEN EXAMS ARE OVER AND THE HOLIDAY WILL COME XD BUT THEN HAF KOTA TINGGI -.- SIANNED .
tomorrow Bro.Poh coming... very nervous jy band xD
hahas

2009-09-30T07:51:00.000-07:00

lols had alot of fun talking to mummy today hahas had a chat log on face book with Jonathan Smarto, Divya Woo Jie Lu, and MUMMY xD hahas. MUMMY SAYS SHE CAN MAKE IT FOR SATURDAY WOO HOO NEED SMS ISAIAH XD HAHAS lols mugging for SS mrs hua pls dun kill me T.T IF YOU SEE IT YOU CAN HAVE IT I'LL GET HIGH MARKS FOR SOCIAL STUDIES ^^ BELIEVE IN THE WORDS XD

2009-09-28T05:20:00.000-07:00

Police case today making the day very very boring lols took out everything from bag... forget to pack -.- took out a doraemon and my foundation truth 1 LOL. went for tuition then irritated kenneth xD Next time i want play again. I need go tuition on thurs again bcus friday is paper 2 for mt le T.T so fast. morrow maths... ahhh lols eoy eoy then SHIOK ALREADY XD hahas

2009-09-22T08:16:00.001-07:00

Done with my new skin ^^ TADAA HAHAS ok i'm having a bad throat >.< morrow have physics remedial so sad make me sian nia... then haf tuition -.- i dun understand why i'm doing Express maths when i need help with Normal maths =.= should i tell pastor?? dunno luh ^^

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Who i am hates who i've been

2009-09-15T06:05:00.001-07:00

haha found a band that i once listen to...(Relient K)
cant remember where i placed the cd -.-
ahh lols.
Went out with ken today ^^
HELLO BLUE CARDIGAN XD
lols 12 bucks ok luh ^^
my mouth itchy now(not hungry but want to eat)
lol scared i grow fat o.o? ( anorexia)
^^ dun want to go School Camp T.T

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Tags.
Tammy: I Know I'm Lame xD but i can walk ^^ !!
Gerafinn: ( cnt talk ) =X
Jonz:Relinked ^^

2009-09-12T12:01:00.000-07:00

AHHH MY EYE HURTS T.T
it hurts till it gives me a headache... T.T cnt tahan T.T
didnt top VL T.T
cannot talk to you for 1 month le T.T (suffering from depression T.T)
ahhh nvm ^^ promised Isaiah that will top my next book ^^ i'll study hard xD
now its 330 and i'm in pain lols... k luh i go sleep le xD
HAPPY MEAL ^^

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2009-09-09T09:46:00.001-07:00

its changing...
i'm changing...back
what was gone is returning...back to me
the present is gone the past has come..

...i'm coming back.... the old nicholas is back

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2009-09-08T09:21:00.000-07:00

WOOO BOUGHT HAPPY MEAL TODAY XD

HEHE i got the pen and the pink sketcher now thanks to Joseph my new Happy Meal Buddy hahas GUESS WHAT MY PEN GLOWS IN THE DARK AND THE SKETCHER HAVE STICKER

XD O W N E D XD

Watched alien in the attic quite funny and cute ^^

makan mac and bused home ~something~happened~on~the~bus

... dun wan say le.

home-ed played with happy meal toys and uncle used it to sign my report slip xD cool right HAHA.

God Of My Forever...Forever I Will Sing... My Greatest Honor Will Always Be

TO SERVE MY LORD AND KING

2009-09-04T09:05:00.000-07:00

:)
thats all i want to say :) night my 'brothers'
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don't mind me i'm not angry :)

2009-09-03T06:38:00.000-07:00

HELLOOO XD lol. went to school today xD uber sian ^^ pon half of chinese lesson ^^ went for recess lols then went up for 2nd half then went for recess. maths was uber noisy and boring =.=
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sRKV8Jh5IgQ
nice nice nice video ^^
(gory though)

I WANT TO WATCH G-FORCE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^
its soooo cutee laaa

hamster heroes... HAMTARO LOOL

Tags
Ben: Idiot aint a nice word T.T Sadded Eugene is a nice word ^^
Divy.a: ^^ see ben is mean xD (like you) alesana...ROOOOAAAARRHHHHH ^^
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2009-09-02T01:56:00.000-07:00

updated for MS.CCH ^^
lool i've got a new job i'm part time a Jester and a part time body guard for MS.Chio Chian Hui lol
(see tell u i steady put de xD)
kk lets lay it all down.what happen today

school
visit
home

tadaa thats it ^^
hahas easy right ^^ anyway i'm gonna be lazy to blog le hahas need some one to remind me like msn me or sth hahas anybody wants the job ? no pay though. if i meet u regularly there might be treats xD

Edited
imma gonna anwer tags from here much easier lol

Pearlyn(Joyce): HELLO BARBELL XD
...: Thx i'm too lazy to find out who you are dont mind me
kaiping: Relink-ed ^^
ChianHui: yea have to be noisy ^^ i need contribute to society ^^ help the noise pollution level rise

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2009-08-30T22:52:00.001-07:00

Too lazy to post hehe sorry xD

2009-08-26T08:03:00.000-07:00

Din go school unwell.slacked at home. Went out. Helped ben with wiring lols messy messy. Broke lols that 1 important fact. Too tired to blog hahas new dance stuff and guess theres gonna be some popping hahas.
gonna go slep now done cme project ahhas hope i remember to bring it tomorrow.

I'm on twitter now lols.

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2009-08-24T06:06:00.000-07:00

School-ed [passed all test so far. Pray it continues] Wrote on Cheryl's planner again xD Read a book about pulling down pride today. Update about it soon(when i'm more active enough to take it out of my bag...) Tuition(chinese) talked about the song 爱我别走 now my head is just ringing with that song -.-... wow...homed...talked to ken in bus... heh... to actually think Ken Adam and I will be under Isaiah in a few months/ days... big relief to Venus & Gerafin hahas. haha. So here it is pulling down pride hahas. here are some of the important sentences

Pride is arrogant self-worship
humility is demonstrated not in putting ourself down, but lifting others up
the man who does not fear God cannot detect his own sinfulness.His pride blinds him to it

let us control ourself and not let our pride blind us. Pride blinds men from the gospel.
Matthew 22:12 tells us that "For whoever exalts himself will be humbled and whoever humbles himself will be exalted."
let us humble ourselves and tell God that we need Him.

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2009-08-19T07:54:00.000-07:00

Went out to peninsula today with Lionel. 3 pack of strings...1 bag xD on the way home saw Venus and co. got on bus. Irritating lady on bus...disgusting guy who picks his nose...crammed bus, Made friends with Venus's school mate.Restrung my guitar tuned and there ready to play again ^^. Tomorrow after power house string pastor's guitar and practice with Lionel while trying to memorise chords...tough xD. Busy week lately, no games for 2 weeks says Ting Jie. I'm obedient xD. 6 chords to remember...physics and chem test tomorrow...2 dances to remember...BS test coming too...feeling empty again...

Wadeva

2009-08-15T09:28:00.000-07:00

Tired...screwed up in many things... din
band prac[ ]... think
bs[ ]... i'll
P&W [x]...be
Act [x]...using
Dance [x]... these
screwed 3/5... words
fail... for
tiring day... a
woke up late... long
bathe change...time
went to find lionel...went to church...fuck it
nagging is all you can do... you think you know me well...you don't even understand

2009-08-10T08:11:00.000-07:00

went out...cut hair...went to peninsula...met Ken and Joseph... playing cards at Funan mac =.=" played awhile and went off to Peninsula looked at hoodies...went out to Peninsula Plaza and went out because of horrid smell... went back to Peninsula... bought skinnies =](29) Ken & Joseph be jealous xD...bought hat too lols...went to paya lebar... met Madeline who reminded us about over time so went downstairs to find Grace. then met up with Jon then Emer then Adam...went to Tanjong Pagar and found out that Ken is super kia su when it comes to an all you can eat buffet...wow... high gst charge was over charged hahas played a few games there Venus came abit later Gerafin sick (Get Well Soon) din come (boo hoo you missed out >.<) EMER ZIPPER WAS SPOILT AFTER I SAT ON HIS LAP ^^ lols laughed so hard i couldnt breathe...went over to Peninsula again to see cardigan... went to ken house dance and home xD

OutWhat will be mine will be mine...

meh..wished u were there ^^

2009-08-03T05:55:00.001-07:00

=] remembered sth =] then thought harder =[ ahhh cherish b4 it perish =]

2009-08-02T22:01:00.001-07:00

sent back home from school lols headache

2009-08-01T03:41:00.000-07:00

bored tired... sleepy happy birthday uncle xD

2009-07-27T04:48:00.000-07:00

sleeping is the best medicine ^^
it always works xD

2009-07-27T00:37:00.001-07:00

Tired got sent back home ... sleepy not feeling well

2009-07-19T07:43:00.002-07:00

10 days since i last post hahas. tomorrow start school yester dance as ok xD abit nervous but thank God no wrong moves & no flying shoes. Today members of TNC ( The New Church) came to see the premise as they may be renting the place so cool right lols but b4 that had band prac then the pastor prayed for both churches wow lols then service. Even though there were little people it did not stir up our faith and we continued worshipping for the best time to worship is when u least feel like it xD sermon was funny. Went to Sky's b'day party xD fun fun fun lols eat alot too lols. Aint gonna play game today xD cus imma good boy xD and gonna get soya bean yay yay lol !!

Everyday i live i know you are my GOD
I lift my face and look to YOU my LORD
Even when the mountains tremble
And a thousand fall
I will stand with YOU
My JESUS
Take my all

不管前面道路有多困苦
耶稣你永远是我的帮助
只要有你在我申明中
永远看顾
我必能一路永跟随
我的主

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2009-07-12T09:05:00.000-07:00

sorry stilll tired maybe not posting hahas. anyway went for Graffiti art course today was quite an experience with the spray can ( pshhhh psshhh) lols smelly hahas been tired gonna rest xD sleepy now alright bye bye take care ppl

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2009-07-11T10:40:00.000-07:00

whooo its a tiring day today >.< tomorrow might not make it for service -.- i'm sleepy lols can't blog le my fingers hurting lols should go some other blog paste the thing about today's event making things easier for me.lol maybe tmr then post ba now sleep bye

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2009-07-09T08:37:00.000-07:00

TIRED hahas dun like school -.- its uber boring-.- have ice cream at home -.-ben jerry lols i like ice cream xD i like sweets i like chocolates THESE MAKES ME HAPPY ^^ spent the entire day saying asalaimulaikum then change to UPER KHABAR xD KHABAR BAIK. went to finish up on banner i suck at leading power hse -.- sorry guys din lead well -.- did banner ... read book sorry guys again... went home.chat lols NOW SLEEP XD

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2009-07-06T06:09:00.000-07:00

who am i to you guys... what do you take me for... why do i feel like this... is that all a friend a guy and a human... no one's irriplaceble but still why do i think like this... i'll just be happy and accept it. i'll be your friend... i'll be a guy and i'll be human. Thats all... i don't think i can take any more :) i'm happy :) honesty is the key thanks.

And thank you:) i'll learn to reject now. your right i know myself and i know my limits. Thank you. You've open my eyes to see what i have not been seing. I'll not supress anymore. what is in me is a timebomb... sooner or later i'll get killed by it.

I'm living a drugged life... its a one way life... its either i'm happy or the whole world is happy... so thats why i allow this to happen...i hate this...

Out the rain is coming...

2009-07-03T09:05:00.000-07:00

Ok to sum up everything this is how i feel : rundown, tired, useless. Fail. its just very tiring. everything is going down -.- things are just becoming bad to worse i do not know whats going to happen next. I kinda lost interest in somethings that i have done -.- I cant think straight, many things are in my mind...this compo paper can only write so much. Still clueless on my aim in life. What to do after sec school what to be in the workplace... its just tiring i don't think i want to think about it yet -.- my wrist/fingers hurts... feel so weak -.- think i want to sleep soon after 1 game with the guys -.- its another tiring day -.-

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2009-07-01T08:18:00.000-07:00

Getting tired lately -.- not paying attention in classes -.- forgetful...oh wait all along i've been forgetful -.- i hate my memory i think i cant even play those kiddy match the card games right with a memory like mind -.- pls stand up where ever you are when you read this ^^ as you stand please begin putting ur hands together and taking them apart rapidly to make a distinctive noise from both palms. Do it until your hand hurts then please take a seat and read on.
i lost my phone (again) haha xD dun sms me now. I'll ask for your number ^^ anyway thanks for that standing ovation xD.
School is a bore -.- Met Adam's cousin Jerome. HE HAS A NICE VOICE XD and guess what he shares sumthing that i had long ago xD BIG EYES TO SEE GIRLS lols Told me he joinin SG IDOL xD so cool hahas. Anyway almost got lost on the way home...It Helps To Stay Calm xD Tomorrow is Thursday... Tomorrow is my main PH day xD Agape FTW xD I still dunno how to play the song >.< WOO JIE HUI & NAY MEE
Nights

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2009-06-28T09:11:00.000-07:00

Ho Ho school's open lols hais no escape means no escape hahas anyway. Getting hungry lols spoke to Cheryl. Cant imagine she was studying -.- exams are near and i'm screwed -.- gotta buck up le but i cant -.- try my luck in bringing cardigan to school xD since jacket they dun allow i see if they allow my cardi lols speaking of my cardigan Pei Xuan is still holding on to it... hahas need to do hw need to pack back troublesome -.- h1-n1 oso must go hahas. Pastor preached abt Let Go, Let God, Lets Go...its true and thats how u should deal with wrong choices. Don't hold on to the mistakes that you made... it'll just haunt you over and over again every day every night before you sleep -.- when you have nothing to do. The thought will play back like a CD and some one with the remote is rewinding the same bit over and over and over again...

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2009-06-24T22:13:00.000-07:00

woo tiring ^^ din sleep the opther night so caught up with at last night hahas slept at 9 and gues what i just woke up lols. Had this weird dream lols Joyce says i miss the hospital and Venus asked if i could fly lols but my cuz woke me up b4 finding out if i cud fly lols. transformer was nice lol Gerafin dun understand lols so sad lol then on the way down very slippery place. Venus fell twice -.- Kenneth din catch her lols then went to toilet after breifing then went makan. Gerafin and Cindy went off lols. ate the carrot cake lols -.- Venus is a moron after the moron test lol went to walk around the place look at stars, cable cars lols

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2009-06-23T11:40:00.001-07:00

Guess its after 12 so Today is gonna be Movie-sta xD I'M GONNA WEAR MY TRANSFORMER SHIRT XD hahas had Guitar lesson then Shepherd's training ^^ Pastor scold ppl in the start. then after that ok le ba notes in my phone xD 5 part series lols in school we have CCA ( i dun like) but to be a shepherd i NEED CCO ^^ ( Calling-Conviction-Obedience) hahas went home with Sumarto bros lols. Ppl with low-self esteem WON'T BRING ME DOWN xD

I guess the break was good ^^ feel relax but then again coming back to earth was hard. well life's gotta go on right ^^ cant be sitting down shake leg and eat lollipop all day -.- Life's tough...Life's Short...Life's tiring... Life ^^ live it well and give your best xD

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2009-06-22T01:10:00.000-07:00

Monday - 6-22-09
Well Parent's day is over had quite a good time. today is my big break and tomorrow is back to the world again. Guess i overworked my mind. hahas haven't been playing with the guys for the past 3 days tomorrow it starts again xD

Sunday - 6-21-09
Parent's day xD heres the evaluation ^^
Before reaching church - cooked noodles at Ken's hse, rushed for the prezzies, bake bake bake, wrap wrap wrap, mix mix mix, buy buy buy, oops forgot pre-heat oven lol was late... -.-
In Church- rush to change !! change change change, praise praise praise, watched children on stage hahas so cute sia Joel stand 1 side sing song xD. Then haf Songs from XQ, Aloy and JL. then performance from Faithians followed by 16's performance ( Sing Sing Sing). Then Talk Talk Talk, Then MJ Dance and Ai Bu Wan (Dance Dance Dance) oops there goes Ben's shoes xD next appreciation. Talk Talk Talk, then went on stage to Sing Sing Sing. After everything went to eat buffet so (eat eat eat) then went kfc. phew tiring day

Sat - 6-20-09
Bible-Logy !! Joshua Win then Jiao Jiao then Tony hahas Then Rehearsed And Rehearsed And Rehearsed xD

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2009-06-15T11:10:00.001-07:00

not feeling good... dont no why... no mood to eat and sleep... i dunno luh... -.- sadly lionel off9 cnt tok to him lols... just not myself today... crappie day i guess -.-

Whatever

2009-06-14T10:05:00.000-07:00

Today was kinda fun day ^^ finally played during sunday xD next saturday playing by myself ^^ so scared. had meeting ^^ I WANT TO GROW MY EG INTO AN CG ^^ i WILL desire it i WILL have faith because it is our VISION it is also part of MY VISION ^^ went to ecp hahas had some fun even though not alot cash lols but i guess its was good fellowship ^^ guess gonna get our outing soon ^^ UNITY IS THE KEY XD Agape let us be one in the spirit and 1 in the mind xD.

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2009-06-12T10:59:00.000-07:00

ooo my uncle toking to my dad lols parents day coming kinda sad my dad aint back but i guess its all right.have to right thx givin to uncle hahas i dunno what to write... how?? arhh bible-logy i pass xD 15/30 din go thru hahas but nvm i haf sth to say to those hu went thru

=) i can go home relax, you cannot. =) hahas stress on peepos read bible and if haf money BRING ME GO EAT XD hahas

2009-06-10T11:26:00.000-07:00

AHHHHH PLAYING PASTOR'S GUITAR...AND ON A SUNDAY...STRESS ARH !!!!!! HAHAS PRAY PRAY AND PRAY XD PRAY FOR ME THAT I WILL BE ANOINTED SO THAT I CAN LEAD PEOPLE INTO THE HOLY OF HOLIES ^^

hahas tiring day today... night night

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2009-06-09T10:52:00.000-07:00

PUNTURE IS BETTER THAN TORN
woke up early -.- did nothing went to church pwrhse tuition training home ate ...
Linda...Nancy...Victor...Jeremy...Josephin...Katrine... Pastor sure is funny lols...
pressure from Ck and Pastor le -.- sat using Pastor's guitar -.- uber pressurised lols...
sleepy do daily bread then sleep le...
I <3>Nancy lols...

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2009-06-07T08:50:00.000-07:00

****
confused
pissed
agitated

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2009-06-06T09:17:00.000-07:00

Today was late for Band prayer and in time for sound check. After sound chek had BS. hahas learnt many things. then went for the bible-logy. Wow i made it to top 22 hahas next have to read Genesis Matt Mark Luke John Acts & Romans le >.< tough tough... then went to sing mamamia/dancing queen and danced to MJ and Aaron Kwok...After that went Mac with my 2 shepherd,my shepherd's brother and Ben hahas then on the way home had a van run over our useless sweet&sour sauce...eeew Haha thats abt it bye bye

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2009-06-05T09:56:00.000-07:00

I think i've caught a cold... -.- what to do what to do ...*chew* -.- went for band practice today lols...after prayer had to go to KK hospital. check up then went for x-ray. Venus say X-ray kills my cells. sob sob i shall hold a funeral for my left hand cells.... okay funeral's over.went back to church had 1 short practice, sang abit for mamamia/dancing queen, went for spiritual warfare... after that broke fast, ate and went home.

gratitude plays an important part in peoples lives don't you think...

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2009-06-04T10:07:00.001-07:00

Overslept big time today -.- went for dance practice -.- dangerous was Dangerous for my legs -.-
can't believe that we're still not done with the whole song-.- i think this one should be the thoughest dance ever >.< tomorrow band prac at 1 -.- DUN OVERSLEEP NICK -.- at 2 30 need go back hospital -.- hahas memories coming back soon ... (whats that cute nurse's name...) haha just joking...but seriously... i cant remember much -.- oh and that lil boy... and the young mother with a baby... and the white kid who toppled everything over -.- (douche). hais...i wouldn't mind going back in time to be back on that bed -.- much easier there then life is now -.- but hey ups and downs of life i guess... anyway Bye kl ^^

sometimes i wish i had a radar to tell me who is friend or foe...

well time to go sleep...(hate this part)

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2009-06-02T13:25:00.000-07:00

Well Today went for power hse with lionel. Then bought cup noodles and drinks. then cleared up the place. went to sing the song then went for shepherds training. learnt many things then it was late so go home lor. tiring day i guess.. i dunno... dun feel like myself...wonder whats gonna happen with kl and kelvin in ns...
ever wonder how you would look like when your dead??
and ever wonder how it would feel like when your dead?
what it would be like... well only time will tell right ^^

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2009-06-01T13:43:00.000-07:00

New blog new skin hopefully new habit hahas. alright its getting early time to sleep i guess. KL and Kel going NS so sad T.T KL maybe when you come back we go CBKFC ^^ Will Miss the both of you. Hahas very funny leh though you all going just for 2 weeks... its like 2 years... well who knows. dun worry kl is my personal blog hahas. alright good night peeps ^^

Oh yea do relink yea xD

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