who am i to you guys... what do you take me for... why do i feel like this... is that all a friend a guy and a human... no one's irriplaceble but still why do i think like this... i'll just be happy and accept it. i'll be your friend... i'll be a guy and i'll be human. Thats all... i don't think i can take any more :) i'm happy :) honesty is the key thanks.

And thank you:) i'll learn to reject now. your right i know myself and i know my limits. Thank you. You've open my eyes to see what i have not been seing. I'll not supress anymore. what is in me is a timebomb... sooner or later i'll get killed by it.

I'm living a drugged life... its a one way life... its either i'm happy or the whole world is happy... so thats why i allow this to happen...i hate this...

Out the rain is coming...